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My first entry.....woo hoo....*dances for joy*
shit that happened
shit that happened
shit that happened
sorry
Meh
Jew School
Life sucks and then you die......get over it.
Sleep Deprevation does crazed things to your mind...
ALIZA IS COMING TOMOROW!!
Life sucks sometimes....people should learn to get over it....although we never do...
He's making a list, and checking it twice. He's gunna find out who's been naughty or nice..."
ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW ROCKS MY WORLD!!!!
He said he was the devil, and when he spoke his words flowed from him like lava from a volcanoe..
THREEBRAIN
sometimes I wonder....
And I really got hot when I saw Janit Scott fight a triffid that spits poison and kills
Dysfnctional family gatherings can be amusing...ish...
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
I am the ground zero ex friend you ordered, disguised as a hero to get past your borders...
..And theres reason to beleive that maybe this year will be better then the last..
But her smile is wide, and her legs are spread wider...
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Happy fucking new year...
....Pointless Survey....:::: Name:Lana :: Birth date:April 22 :: Birthplace:New York, New York
...It looks as if Ward and June Cleaver have finally learnt to love the bomb...
..I am an accident waiting to happen, Im laughing like mad while you strangle the captian..
....for you....
..All along it was all maltreating, every thought that occured misleading...
..Same old catcall, same old chemicals, same old thrills stealing stockings from the shopping mall..
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...Tell the rabble to be quiet, we anticipate a riot. This common crowd is much too loud...
..I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together..
..Sunshine in the bedroom when we play. The rain, it only comes when you go away..
my ownprivate highway from the cradle to the grave I save a bundle skipping middle age and saturdays
"Sinead O'Rebellion, shock me ,shock me ,shock me ,with that devious behaviour"
..A second thought...
If the sky were to open up, there would be no law, there would be no rule. Only you and your memory.
"Hell is other people." -Sartre
..As his vengance from the grave, he kills the people he once saved....
...The drugs, they say, they make us feel so hollow. We love in vain, narcissistic and so shallow..
Shauwn
If you slit my throat, with my one last gasping breath,I would appoligize for bleeding on your shirt
..But behind those smiles hides the purple rain, and its a mystery how anybody ever comes out sane..
Repent, for the end is very fucking nigh!
...Im the bloodstain on your shirtsleeve. Coming down and more are coming to beleive.....
Go Ask Alice.....I think she'll know!
...The Cops and Queers, to swim you have to swallow. You hate today who you wake up with tomorow...
Its just a box of rain,I dont know who put it there.Use it if you need it, and ignore it if you dare
AIR
1967-1994
Love's not good enough, I want pies and graphs. Something there to teach me my arithmatic at last...
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;
Don't you love the suspence?
..Bang bang, he shot me down. Bang bang, I hit the ground. Bang bang, that awful sound...
This blog has offically been deemed a nutricious part of your daily breakfast.
...The sound of silence....
...Your a star belly sneech, you suck like a leach. You want everyone to act like you...
God, its been a lovely day! Everything is going my way. I took out the trash today and I'm on fire..
Happy fucking birthday.
Well, I was wrong. It never lasts. And there is no..well, this is no..Modern Romance...
I want pills.
...Made up...dont stray...well my kinds your kind we'll stay the same....
...Disarm you with a smile, and cut me like you want me to...
.."And now for something completely diffrent!" said the Monty Python geek..
...In the velvet darkness of the blackest night...
*in awe*
...The darkness must flow down the river of night's dreaming..
...And all my blind ambition has left me deaf with perfect vision...
Backstabber! Hope grabber! Stupid fucking dream nabber!
...And if it wasnt for your misfortunes, I'd be a heavenly person today....
Whats worse: Fucking an intern or fucking the country?
..By the light of the night, it'll all be allright. I'll get you a satanic mechanic..
...99 red ballons, floating in the summer sky...
..A broom is drearily sweeping up the broken peices of yesterday's life...
...A dress is ripped, a hand is stuck. A broken mouth drips with dirty lust...
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...The war wages on...
....The more you change the less you feel. Believe, believe in me. Believe.....
...all alone is all we are....
Banned Poetry is most often the most orgasmic.
...Yeah, here comes the water. It comes to washe away the sins of you and I each time. You'll see...
...Love machines on sympahy crutches, discount orgies on the dropout buses...
Forever fucked
Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage.
How does it feel to be without a home? Like a complete unknown...like a rolling stone...
"Look!" said she, quite dazedly, her eyes upturned towards the sky . "I can fly! I CAN FLY!"
Behold the worlds worst accident : I am the girl anachronism!
...And crawling on the planets face, some creatures called the human race...
Do you miss me? Would you kiss me through the window?
(all of my blind ambition left me deaf with perfect vision)
...Yeah they're sharing a drink they call lonliness, but its better then drinking alone..
mediocre at best
...She rubbed her eyes and scratched her head and laughed becuase she wasnt dead...
...So I'm living in la-la land, but at least I'm not living there alone...
Now I'm you-know-who I've got the you-know-what, I'll stick it you-know-where, yeah I just dont care
Put away that hanger, honey, youve got other options.How about a 9month vacation and a 2foot coffin?
But underneath the wheels lie the skulls of every cog; the fickle fascination of an everlasting god.
A sucsession of tests, a triumphant succsess each time my minds still intact at the end of the day..
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We all know theres no hell and no hiroshima, chernobyl was a coverup.The world is really all in love
Hold me close like we both died, my ever-present suicide. My stupid fuck, my blushing bride. Torn...
Gravity plays favorites, I know it 'cuz I saw. Honest to god, officer, its awful
...When logic and proportion have fallen slowly dead...
And some fleshpot mascot was tied into a lover's knot with a whatnot in her hand
Half underwater, I'm half my mothers daughter. A fractions left up to dispute...
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Giddy as a gangbanger with a set of sutres where his magic johnson used to be...
Holy fuck.
Welcome to Manicville
...Switchman's sleeping, train 102 is on the wrong track and headed for you...
...And all across that line, stretched between your bed and mine...
My eyes are closed and I can see the blood of 1000 men who have come and gone...
...Oh, you think your so pretty....
...Retinas are bleeding for the enterprise, surgically wired into paradise...
The truth cant save you now. The sky is falling down!!
..She spent her 20's between the sheets, life limped along at subsonic speeds...
Go, go, go, go little queenie!
Why dont we do it in the road?
dance with me and make me forget it all
...On your red balloon you were a super high tech jet fighter...
...And anyone can see the signs, mittens in the summertime...
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...I've been feeling dull as a coathanger, pretty as a paitent on a fresh IV...
On midnight radio your a spinning 45 ballerina dancing to your Rock&Roll...
...And these days are needles in my skin, Jesus shooting heroin...
6 inches forward and 5 inches back, the train is coming and I'm tied to the trac
Don't you know me, Kansas City? I'm the new Berlin Wall!
..He's got a lust for life...
...Its a wicked...little town...Goodbye, wicked...little town....
..What have I become? My sweetest thing...everyone I know goes away in the end..
Damn the man, save the empire.
We can split Germany right down the middle. Take Berlin and we'll call it even..
...And they never knew nothin' of love...that was before...the origin of love...
...An all inclusive celebration, no contractual obligation...
...With the lights out, its less dangerous. Here we are now; entertain us...
...My whole existance is flawed- you bring me closer to god...
One step, two step, three step four...
...Thats me in the corner. Thats me in the spotlight, losing my religion...
..Rolling dice and seeming queer, bastard love, a sick affair...
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...Time may change me, but I cant trace time...
...To you...
...And she who put on the glass slipper would most surely become...
...Learn your lesson, little girl. Dont you see that time is wasting?...
...Just for the sake of it...
....Well I'd 'a danced like the queen of the eyesores.....
is it
or perhaps it's easier to
...Lost and naked in the city again......into... by a quarter to ten...
...Born to blossom, bloom to perish, your moment will run out...
...Oh, the weather outside is frightful, but the fire is so delightful...
Hott Sekks!
I could show you to the tree field, overcome and more will always be revealed..
...Do you think you can tell....heaven from hell? Blue skies from pain....
...She's walking down the street, blind to every eye she meets...
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...Goodbye Rosie, queen of Corona. Yeah me and Julio down by the schoolyard...
old post, like old slang, like old memories, like old love, like old bullshit.
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White on white, translucent white...capes back on the rack. Bella Lugosi is dead
Recently found in the living room of my mothers house in a little black notebook
theres no money back once you've been ripped off (tick tock tick tock)
...People get more then they bargain for, I'd say...
...Go on, take everything! Take everything! I want you to...
...Now she's in purple, now she's a turtle...dis-in...
...Stand up, sh-sh-sh-shakin... Raging red, its yours for the taking...
And they could tell me one million times over the world is happyprettyhapp...
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...he didnt give a fuck, he was living under a truck!...
All about a boy who kissed me by the water in the summertime...
...Its the end of the world and we know it...and I feel fine.....
Well, YES! Thats PROGRESS! Dont the progress make you feel good inside?!
..Puncutred bicycle on a hillside, desolate. Will nature make a man of me yet?..
...Missed me, missed me, now you've got to kiss me...
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...but dont dont dont lets start, cuz I've got a weak heart...
..Am I insane to complain about a shotgun wedding and a stain on my shirt?...
...Yours sincerely, wasting away...
...Love to fight, what a thrill! We dont stop until we kill!...
...Still In Hollywood! Oh Lord, I thought I'd be out of here right now...
...There's no refund once you've been ripped off (tick tock tick tock)...
...fate....up against a wall....up against your willl....
...harijuku happening...
...I took out the trash today and I'm on fire....
...kiss them for me....kiss them for me...
...They were all in love with dying, they were doing it in Texas...
...1-2-3-4 take the elevator to the Hotel Yorba I'll be glad to see you later...
Sooooomewhere, over the rainbow, waaay up high!
in the back of the edge of hearing, these are the words the voice was repeting
They denied him his theory of actual reality, and conceded to nothingness
Yes, I've been baking cakes for the enemies
...it fine all of the time like sex on the beaches...
Oh, make me over.....I'm all I want to be...a walking study......in demonology..
babies in Reno with the vitamin D,have acouple of couches, sleep on the loveseat
I met the children....what did you tell them?
...You know that it would be untrue, you know that I would be a liar...
...Oh, Vienna...
...Maybe one day we'll meet again, when our two roads meet the same dead end...
...and Oh, Mrs. O. Wont you tell us where the naughty children go?...
...Take Berlin and we'll call it....even....
How's this for profound?
...Choking on the ashes of her enemy...
...motels do that....with rubber sheets....
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...and Jesus cries to Mexico to get her perscription filled...
...Juliet is up in heaven with a pocket full of pills...
...La Lune trop bleme pose un diademe sur tes cheveux roux....
...I'm not looking for a new England....
...Well I would rather dance with the sinners then cry with the saints...
...The communist, the communist daughter, standing on the seaweed water...
...Now she's a little boy in Spain, playing pianos filled with flames...
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...The Hendersons will all be there late of Pablo Fanques'fair, what a scene!...
...and her name alone should be enough....Ultima Esperansa....
...Two headed boy...all floating in glass...
In reguards to a Mr. Motherfucking C
...if man is 5, if man is 5, if man is 5, THEN THE DEVIL IS 6....
...god save the queen...
...god killed the queen...
...use me just to make your body feel right...
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groove is in the house
...and the storm clouds gathered above into great balls of fire...
...neclaced in a coral joy...
i MAKE decision with precision lost inside this manned collision...
Allen Ginsburg's "Howl"
...In the port of Amsterdam, there's a sailor who sings...
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...I've seen the best minds of my generation...
...The only girl I've ever loved was born with roses in her eyes...
...And if there's a taste in the world more inviting...
...and with bees in her breath and the rest of her ringing...
...BEE A VATICAN SEX KITTEN!!!...
...At the late night...double feature...pictu... show...
...lost madonna of the wasps....
...and dad would dream of all the many ways to die...
...I will bury you in time...
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...this time, we ride roller coasters into the ocean...
...There's a HOLE in the bucket, dear Liza, dear Liza...
...and in the dark we will take off our clothes...
...she sells sea shells by the sea shore...
...He has a nice body. He's wearing velvet pants...
...The trophy wives of the astronauts...
...GOD BLESS LILLY ST. CYR!...
We're a happy family, we're a happy family, we're a happy family
...oh, how I remember you, ...
...evil woman...
...facing a dying nation, a moving plastic fantasy...
...the fairest of the seasons...
how dare you....how old are you now anyway?
...the mothers of their daughters are the color of your eyelids...
...when I wake up, in my makeup...
...672....
...little birds, little birds, without a mother or a father....
and I guess...I just dont know...and I guess...I just dont know...
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and love...makes you feel ten feet tall....
...there are powerlines in our bloodlines...
...the sky is always falling down on me, so officer, FORGIVE ME, PLEASE...
...and you left with your head filled with flames...
...lips like sugar...
I was born a unicorn. I missed the arc, but I could have sworn you'd wait for me
...plaaaaastic chriiiist...
...well daft punk is playin' at my house, my house...
...who loves the sun?...
...gon' buy me an ahhplaaaine...'... fly over this....
...for we are living in the age of the thing...
handmouthfootna...
...oh, oh godddmanit, I think I've lost it...
well fuck.
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...but dont hate her when she gets up to leave...
...we grow our hair long, and forget all we used to know...
...they say your uncle was a crooked French Canadian...
...I'm...gunna try...for the kingdom...if I can...
...lets pretend we dont exist. Lets pretend we're in Antarctica...
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ps- me on the brink of a glorious far too early AM deathwatch
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...the only love ive known was a chimney sweep...
candice jumps on trampolines, through everything her skin will gleam and blister
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...here upon this pillow...made of reed and willow...
....I dreamed my genesis in the sweat of sleep...
...Billy Liars got his hands in his pockets....
we hardly ever left the apartment anymore. we didnt know if it was night or day
...cheer them on to their rivals....
...Pride is the star that yawns and penetrates through the eyes of the mouth...
...ive got a gut feeling...ive got a gut feeling, a feeling...
...my name is Jeorges Regula....
lanas double tough and crazy brave.
...Eli, the barell boy....
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...in my dreams I'm often running...
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...but at least the ceiling's pretty...
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...sallow cheeked and sure...
...and though the bullets may graze your skin...
...y control, y control, you rock rock rock rock rock my body out of control...
...my darling dear what have you done...
...our love is like the boarders between Greece and Albania...
...I should have known to stay away from a snuff film by Gene Genet...
...In these first few desperate hours...
eeeverybooody wants to be a cat...
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...uh oh, here we go, turn up the radio. come on everybody, to the nth degree...
An epic drama in five acts
oh, I know, but it's just that much more potent
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...like a Louisiana graveyard, where nothing stays buried......
I was driving up from Tampa when the radiator burst
...and you, my bombazine bride...
...for all tomorow's parties...
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...a dozen blushing cherubs wheel about...
Is everything illuminated, Shapka?
...and the words are the letters of the words said electrically played...
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Goldaline my dear , we will fold and freeze together
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i like the cars that go BOOM
...firstly, we lived in caverns where our eyes gleamed...
Sinatra was swinging, all the drunks, they were singing...
...tuff ghost is invincible...
...they all took a bite of my lilly white hand.....
....ohhhhhhhhhh... i went down to the river, babe........
in the cold clear light of day down here, everyones a monster
...fire in the disco...
...oh, the cuckoo is a pretty bird....
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...Seraphim in seaweed swim where stick-limbed Myla lies...
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something is happening here, but you dont know just what it is Do you mr jones?
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...when cloven hoofprints turned up in the garden...
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...my name is jonas...
turn off the lights and shake your hips, lets make like a couplet
...slick rhododendrons you make out of paper, flowers that never lose shape...
tabula rasa
...i married isis on the fith day of may...
...say, how'd you like to get away from these machines?...
...gold lion's gonna tell me where the light is...
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...but right now, we're here in boston...
...drink up, baby...stay up all night...
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all hail, what'll be revealed today, when we appeal to the great unknown?
...the mouse and the model...
hey nuclear war&a hotbed of trouble, repent on the penance, repent on the double
...its been the ruin of many a poor boy, and lord, i know Im one...
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Instrumental-In the Lost and Found-Demo Tapes-B Sides
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...ani ohevet...&....j...
zoom zoom zoom
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...yesh li...
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this is our world. these are our people.
...i wrote your name onto my eyelids. You pray for rain, I pray for blindness...
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i am isobel, married to myself
& the bells were ringin out for christmas day
"...We live together, we act on and react to one another..."
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And now, the meaning of life.
psycho killer, qu'est que c'est
...this is a jet setter music letter....from me to you....
...in the land of Canaan, our fathers worshiped idols..."
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a v. happy BIRTHDAY!
...high on anphetimines, the moon is a black ball breaking...
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this is the first day of my life
we are a people of conscience
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iiiii....am a man of constant sorrow.....and iiiiiiiii am goin' back to colorado
I HAVE HAD A REVELATION
...kelly, kelly, hold your water tight....
a declaration:
Another Radio Song- Okkeril River
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penence penence penence
I am Jesus, Lord of Narnia. Hail me.
the id and the superego
all gone
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i hate to do this here
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my translation- Barbara Hamby
Pt. 1- Civilian
All Fires- Swan Lake
note
well, i wanna know, have you ever seen the rain?
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this is what heretics do in talmud class. (a reflection on the story of Job)
so, uh..
c'est sera sera, whatever will be will be
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i hope
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Its OHver, i have seen it AALL before
put out the fire, boys, dont stop dont stop, put out the fires on us
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Come on, Alex! You can do it! Come on, Alex! There's nothin to it!
dinu lupati's dones
I
fuck.
note one
note two
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this is just to say
lana is
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right at this very moment, i want to be
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note to self:
EX-ACT-LY
wow.
five statements
do it.
the question is: would'nt mamma be proud?
"Human House", by Ryuichi Tamura
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The Beatific Vision
mira, mira
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hope in an echo
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an angel just came to me
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everyone is dying
(Non enim videbit me homo et vivet.)
Another shot explodes in the tiny room
la vie. my many faces. draft one.
uhmm
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because everyone keeps asking me what I mean when I greet them these days...
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today, lana is
charecters
goddamnit, the world has been stolen from
i am
insomnia
To the innocent dead and wounded
My Statement of Belief
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today has been.
meh
a little dialectic food for thought
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starlafur, starlafur, and the word is made of energy
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como rifle full
i dont understand
so im in new york city
a thought upon reading (and possibly unrelated to)
You sit down to dinner, and life as you know it ends.
love set you going like a fat gold watch
on New York
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I come from Chino, so all your threats are empty
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today is my fathers birthday
i just want to hold the divine in mine
the past few days
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who loves the sun?
who killed D.A. Levy?
we had such potential...
Anne Bradstreet
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Edward Taylor
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"To Catch A Predator"
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Soundtrack of My Life. September 2007
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ce'st la vie, said the old folks. it goes to show you never can tell
ce'st la vie, said the old folks. it goes to show you never can tell
Of Myths
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Squidbillies: an adage to my old-lady-hood
an announcement!
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my word
these days
pretty much the biggest misnomer this side of the missisipi
oh CALAMITY!
night flight to san francisco, chase the moon across america
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les temps sont durs pour les reveurs
excuse me
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beholdent to a tiny universe of altars
thoughts on the election
collected things: scraps from the fabric of my days
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flux, flow, horizons in sight
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Wednesday, March 9th. 2008
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Huh
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last night in the states
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